way to fast.
i wake up before some people go to bed. eat and work.
miss my friends. miss the ones i love.
if i look at the situation from outside myself, i'm alright with it, although i'm lost in the future. even with direction.
but i'm learning. i'm learning to deal with it, take care of this feeling of mine. one day at the time.
i now let myself feel it's okay. okay to breath heavy every once in a while. okay to have heavy shoes some days.
everything doesn't have to be good, all the time.
i move forward. i distance myself from things,
people,
that no longer serves me or makes me grow.
i'm learning that it's alright. alright to make that decision.
alright to be proud enough not to make excuses.
it's alright to feel.
